I’m thinking I need to just make a piece, and I want to make it about the stress of having to make a piece and do everything I need to do before the deadline.
the piece will be in puredata. it will have these nodes:
NODES
- Phone call button to get elvanse, needs to be stopped at exactly 8 seconds or the user receives error message, saying ‘you cannot obtain your medication today. Try again tomorrow’
- Relaxation (overthinking spiral impossible to stop for more than 10 seconds
- You’re not unintelligent, you just need to apply yourself
- Make music (plays unfinished projects Ive started randomly)
- Wake up button
- Meltdown button (meter slowly builds, needs to be released with ‘cry’ button before it reaches 100% or it will be stuck in meltdown mode for 10 seconds
- Lost time button, resampling my multichannel piece, timestretched to the point it’s unintelligible.
- doomscrolling button
- Self talk, one voice sample reassuring me, encouraging myself that I can do it, one sample calling myself retarded and repeating ‘why am I like this? Why can’t I just do what I need to do?’
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